“Thanks, Axe,” I rasped, then hugged Austin too.
Axel reached down for the sculpture. “I’ll take this back to Austin’s place.”
I turned to go, when Austin asked, “So where do you think she’ll be?”
I flicked my eyes up to the statue of the angel and replied, “Portland.”
I left the warehouse, my heart pumping with adrenaline. I called Lexi from my car, her worried voice answering on the second ring. “Levi? You okay, sweetie?”
“I’m okay, Lex, or I will be. I need a favor.”
“Okay?” she answered dubiously.
“I need you to look up Joanie Hall. It’s Elsie’s mom.”
“Okay, Joanie Hall. And what am I looking for?”
“Where she’s buried,” I said, pulling my car out onto the main road, the direction: Portland, Oregon.
*
It took me three hours to arrive at the cemetery. The traffic was hell due to road works and the rain that had poured. I parked up my car and looked out over the huge graveyard, the only light coming from a few garden solar lanterns placed around the entrance.
The gate at the front was locked, but the wall was low and I climbed over, the cold wind whipping around the leafless trees. I looked out over the mass of gravestones, but couldn’t see anything. I sighed, realizing this wouldn’t be as easy as I thought. But I knew Elsie had to be here. Her mom was the only home she’d ever had. If she was broken, if she needed to get away, she’d come here. I was sure of it.
I followed my feet down row after row of graves, scanning the row that came next, hoping to see a flash of blond hair. But the darkness was thick. The cemetery was completely silent, so quiet that I could hear the sound of my feet crunching on the cold grass.
I walked for over an hour, only to turn to another field of graves. I dropped my head, thinking it was an impossible task, when I saw something to my left, far in the distance. I squinted my eyes to try and make out what it was, when the breath fell from my lungs seeing it was a dull neon glow. It was way across the plots, a tiny spec from this far away, but it was there, like a tiny lightning bug, a lamp guiding me forward.
I followed the glow of the light through the dark trees and old graves, until it became brighter, until my heart slammed in my chest and my body relaxed with relief seeing that homemade lightning bug jar sitting on top of a simple black grave… a slim body laying down on the grass beside it. I saw her body rising up and down, and my heart swelled seeing that she was wearing my hoodie, the neck pulled up to her nose.
Walking as quietly as possible, I edged around the grave and sat down on the opposite side of the headstone, taking the jar in my hand. The noise of the glass scratching on the headstone or the shift of light caused Elsie’s eyes to dart open. I saw the flash of fear cross her face before her pretty blue eyes focused on me, then the jar in my hands.
Seeing she was watching me, I held the jar between my hands and said, “I’ll have to take you someplace to make a real one of these someday. Real fireflies to make a real lightning bug jar.”
“Levi,” Elsie whispered brokenly, and without looking to her face, I knew there were tears in her eyes.
“I’ll take y’all back to Bama one day in July someday. We can go to the woods and we can collect them for real.” I smiled still focusing on the jar. “It’ll be fun. You’ll love it.”
I traced the splash of the recently spilled glow stick liquid with my finger, when Elsie’s gloved hand landed over mine. I stilled, but didn’t look up.
“How did you find me?” she asked, and I smiled a small smile.
“I followed your light.” I pointed over the other two fields. “I parked way over there. I was searching in the dark and I didn’t think I would find you… then I saw the light from the jar.” Sighing, I looked into Elsie’s eyes. “It led me straight to you.”
Her eyes were shimmering with tears, when she smiled and said, “You didn’t drown. You followed my light.”